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|Posted on 2 July, 2019 at 18:40||comments (0)|
July Oracle Intuitive Guidance Reading 2019
Lotus Flower – Unfoldment
With the New Moon and a Total Solar Eclipse starting this month (July 2nd) it certainly feels like it is coming in full force. It already had that feeling as of the Solstice which started the change of season to Summer where I am in the North. The shift from June’s Iceberg – Submerged card into this one makes sense that it would feel very different.
Take a moment to look at this card, at this beautiful message bringer. The colours, the images, the flow of it. What first came to you as you saw this card and its words? You have been asking yourself questions and wondering, even worrying about certain things, and when you saw this card, you were instantly filled with a sense of knowing. Perhaps it didn’t solve everything or bring you all the answers but it certainly felt different.
You have this inner knowing that plays with you and in you all the time. Sometimes you are very engaged with it and hear it well. Other times it is a more of a mystery and something you feel you seek. Stop beating yourself up over whether you listen to your intuitive nature and guidance or not. If it is something you love to learn about, explore, and develop, then go for it! If it is a something that you enjoy when it pops in but you are not sure you want to “utilize” it more, then that can be fine for you for now. There may be moments up ahead where you sense and come to understand that it is becoming more important for you to play and learn with your intuition, with your inner knowing. You can choose to engage more at that time.
When you have that inner knowing, that clarity that comes from deep within, give yourself the opportunity to listen and really hear what it is guiding you about. It might be knowledge, it might be direction, it might be joy, it might be love, it might be actions, it might be passion, and it might be to bring your sunhat. Yes it has daily work in your life as well as big life decisions work. Why would it be present for one but not the other? Bring it in for the daily small things, enjoy it, play with it, receive with it, and experience your life with this inner knowing, with your intuitive nature, each day. And then when and where there are what seem like vital decisions to make, you are more equipped with this extra tool at your disposal. Some say it is your first tool, your first sense, something that has always been there. Some say it is your sixth sense, a new-age one. You choose, it is yours after all.
Now we are in the “Unfolding”… this new season phase came in with a lot of talk through me and my readings about your “vision”, setting visions, creating your horizon… With this card for this month, it is a reminder that your vision stems from the unfolding of you. Like a package that has been neatly wrapped and put together like origami, you are such an amazing gift. You have parts that blossom at different moments in your life. Sometimes you do not see how each petal will come together. Sometimes you do not see how the clouds will make way for the light and the nurturing to take hold. Sometimes the mud feels very dense indeed and you cannot see how you will make your way up through it. But you have the petals already in you, you have the capacity to be nurtured, you have the support to make it through the mud.
Your vision comes through with all of these components of your journey. Your vision is a part of you as much as that blossom is already a part of you, whether you believe it or not, whether you can picture it or not. You have the blossom already. You can sit on the pad on the water and feel the sun’s rays while you watch the clouds make magical shapes. You have all this already and more. So create your vision from there. No matter what your vision is about, no matter what is already a part of you and what you would like to experience and create, it is your vision, sparked from deep within and nourished by your life journey.
Hold yourself and treat yourself as you would a rare and precious flower. Its layers so profound and amazing that you could look at it and experience it all day. This is you, profound and amazing. No matter what you do in your day to day, no matter how you act or what you choose, you are an incredible blossoming, unique flower with roots as deep as time itself and magic that flows from the stars and the light. Treat yourself as such. And from you, from this space the desire to treat others the same will spread and manifest and the unfolding will pass on from you to others. This is compassion, this is support, this is understanding, this is community, this is world united, this is your day to day life in all its challenge and glory, unfolding with every breath and every beat of your heart.
What are you unfolding this month? What does your “lotus flower” look like and feel like? What support do you want to bring up to help you? What support are you asking for to help you?
Help others to see the magical forms you see in the clouds. Maybe they won’t play along but maybe, just maybe, for a moment they thought about seeing something other than the clouds. Maybe, just maybe, they felt a little silly and a little crazy, and a little freer in that moment. Maybe, just maybe, you opened a door for them to their vision, as you stepped through your own. Maybe.
Smile. This is magic. This is creating. This is life.
Laugh a little or a lot. Dance a little or a lot. Love a little, no, love a lot! And know that your own blossom is seen and appreciated. Whatever kind of flower you are and wherever you are growing, whatever you are experiencing, you are seen, appreciated, and loved.
with connection to divine spirit
and with help from the Earth Magic Oracle Cards, by Steven Farmer, available through EarthMagic.net and HayHouse.com.
|Posted on 20 June, 2019 at 23:15||comments (0)|
See your dreams, Clarify your vision, Feel your desires, & Create your horizon with the magic of this day!
Visualisez vos rèves, Clarifiez votre vision, Ressentez vos désires et Créez votre horizon avec la magie de ce jour!
With the power of the Strawberry (Rose) Full Moon that started this week leading to the Solstice on Friday, it is a powerful week for getting clear on our visions for the next phase. This came through in my Live reading session in my Oracle Cove group this week and wanted to be shared!
What is your vision for your next phase? What are the desires, goals, objectives, and dreams that you are wanting to create and experience? If you could feel a certain way in that vision, how would you feel?
This is a great time to update or create a vision board or a vision book, to write out your goals, and to get clear to help you see your way forward. The horizon is there for you, it is above the clouds this week. Time to take active steps and identify your vision! There is magic in this day and this week. Embrace it so that your now helps to create your vision!
Watch my Time to Create Your Vision video here https://youtu.be/0rFNavAGFp8
Need help with this? Getting stuck in the fog? Let's chat and intuitively read what will help you to shift what is stuck and see clearly forward!
#createyourvision #dreamforward #dreambig #realmagic #oracleintuitive #intuitiveguidance #intuitivereadings #oraclecards #fullmoon #strawberrymoon #rosemoon #summersolstice #bluewateroracle
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|Posted on 3 June, 2019 at 17:15||comments (0)|
Oracle Guidance for the month of June 2019
Iceberg - Submerged
This card first made me laugh when it turned over as we are having a much cooler than usual June in our region (West of Montreal, Quebec, Canada)! Thankfully not quite at the ice forming level but still cooler. It is however good for getting people to realize that things are changing with our climate overall. Some differences happen naturally from year to year and others are an impact of the overall climate change situation.
Aside from bringing awareness to our climate needs and the protective efforts required to help our planet at this point, which are extremely valuable and every individual must play their part in it, let’s see what else this card wants to guide us with this month.
Impact – More than meets the eye…
When you first think of an iceberg, you likely immediately think of the ice that is visible above the surface. One of the great shipping tragedy stories reminds us to look below the surface as well. What is visible above is only a part of the entire story as the ice goes to great depths and widths below the water’s surface.
In our lives, when we look at things from a surface perspective only, we can be more prone to judge and to think we know the situation without all the details. It is the depth that gives us a greater understanding. When we are not able to seek all the information about the deeper components, we can remind ourselves to release judgement and quick conclusions because we are only seeing a part of the story.
In this image the two icebergs are floating near each other or into each other. Through them we have a window into the distance where we see land or a glacier platform. Perspectives can change and through them, we gain new information. As these two icebergs come closer together the vision to the horizon will be blocked. Some with closed minded or limited understanding will say there is nothing beyond them, others with different knowing will have already seen what is beyond so can speak to it, and others still may not have seen it but may have vision or imagination to give insights different than the others. Each perspective is valuable in its own way and can show us how within a few moments what we thought we knew is suddenly changed completely.
This is currently the case with climate change. There are all different views from all perspectives. The biggest challenge is that very few people are listening to each other. Patience and understanding, plus the willingness to listen are limited and delays any progress forward. Solving problems needs different perspectives but it also needs an openness to see from each other’s point of view and to remember what the greater vision and goals are.
In your personal life, see where you are blocking your own vision. You seek a balance between being in the moment with what is right in front of you and what you are experiencing as well as what is deeper within you and what is the vision forward. Having only one of these may limit your experiences and joy. Each person is different though and will have different balance needs. If you are enjoying and experiencing with your full being then continue! You are in a good balance for you at this time! If you are feeling limited or blocked then consider this image. What is above the surface for you, in your face, being lived, possibly being judged, thoughts, history, etc.? What is deeper that is perhaps to notice and become aware of? See and feel if this will add to your experience or release some of the blockage. Then the vision up ahead, seen or unseen. Where are you going, what are you striving for, what excites you about your future? Having this balance is important. Only living for the future may be a trap that unbalances the present and reduces joy of the now.
And then, when all is in balance, what are your spectacular experiences in life? For some, the icy cold of the Arctic and Antarctic are dangerous and barren. For others they are unique and crystalline with fantastic view and life exploding in unique and wondrous ways. Approach your life similarly. What is being presented as a challenge to you in your life? And what is unique, amazing, and incredible to experience? Through one you may find the other. Shifting your perspective to open up to different points of view about your life may also nurture you to be more patient with yourself and have less judgement. For example, would someone else find aspects of your life absolute gifts? Things they have been longing for? Would aspects of what represents challenge for you actually be deep blessings for another? Shifting your perspective in this can make a difference in how you feel and in how you approach your daily life.
Were there to be an impact of these icebergs, what would happen? When you are challenged and struggling but still have a vision, still have deep needs, allow yourself to play the game of the impact. What might happen if…? What would be the impact if…? This may seem scary but can also be very empowering as it takes away the doubt and the fear of the unknown by creating possible scenarios. With these created, your perspective automatically shifts and more information is made available to you.
The meeting of the icebergs…
For those who are seeking a deep relationship to start, this card is a reminder this month to open yourself and your perspective up. Are you too focused on the match you think you need or where you will meet that person? Are you still thinking too often about a previous partner that it is blocking your view of another who may come into the picture? Are you desiring connection but have closed off parts of you in case you may get hurt? For this last one, let some of the deep fire come back into your life. Let it colour your cheeks and colour-shade your eyes to see good in the world and joy again. You may find someone who has also been hurt too but you want to meet them when you are both looking up and aware of the progress you are making, not only sitting in the icy depths of despair. Smile, they just might be watching you.
With help from the Earth Magic Oracle Cards by Steven Farmer, available through EarthMagic.net and HayHouse.com.
|Posted on 29 May, 2019 at 17:15||comments (0)|
Water preservation and respect is a huge topic in this day and age of climate change, pollution, over fishing, and water waste. I believe that many people don’t think about it much, a symptom of just trying to survive, of not having enough time, and of fears about what can really be done. It is so important, even if we are not sure of the impact we can have, there is always something we can do.
When I pulled a card the end of April about local flooding situations, we received the Lightning – Power card. Tuning in today to see what other messages we would get for our relationship with water, I am again going to the Earth Magic Oracle Cards. Thank you for joining me. Remember to listen to your inner wisdom as well as we take these moments to connect.
Our relationship with water, water respect and preservation… what do we need to know today?
Lotus Flower – Unfoldment
We hold the connection with water in our hands the same way we hold every aspect of our life. Some parts are within our control and some parts are affected by other people and circumstances. Hold on and impact those parts you feel you are able to. Push your comfort zone a little to learn more, to do more, to understand more, and to feel you are connecting more.
Perhaps you remind yourself to turn off the tap in between activities to not use more than you really need. Perhaps you collect water that falls magically from the sky to keep plants and outdoor animals hydrated. Perhaps you listen to the news about water levels for watering in your region. Perhaps you bless and feel gratitude for every drop of water that crosses your lips. Perhaps you join campaigns to protect local and international water ways and water sources. Perhaps you start a movement to bring reusable vessels for water and coffee drinking at your workplace. Whether your actions and understanding are local to inside your home or gain momentum to impact international situations, each action and each drop of knowledge used is of great value.
The acknowledgement of your own connection with water is important. What you consume, how you consume it, and how much impacts you. Do you recognize how much of yourself is made up of water? How it flows in each cell of your being? Every step you take, every thought, every breath, is powered by water, by what fluid allows and brings into your life. Recognize this as you look out onto the puddle in your yard, to the river that flows, and the lake that is full. See their value, each in their own way.
Honour each tear that is released from your eyes, allowing you to know a deeper level of joy, compassion, sadness, or grief. These tears are not to be brushed aside randomly but should be embraced with respect. That is a first step for many people to connect with water. It is a way to show them their own water within, water they may not otherwise notice or want to recognize. It ties in the emotions, those parts of us that are deep and wise but are all too often ignored or feared. Like the power of the water, these too have power. They can be understood, respected, and utilized, much like the water. They can help us grow into ourselves.
What is your inner water connection unfolding for you? What is your outer water connection unfolding in your life? Where do you feel the needs to heal, the needs to connect, and the needs to take action?
Bless you beautiful water child, of earth and sky, water and fire, spirit and nature, bless you.
#waterwednesday #savethewater #wearewater #earthmagic #bluewateroracle #oraclewisdom #oracleconnection
With help from the Earth Magic Oracle Cards by Steven Farmer, EarthMagic.net and HayHouse.com.
|Posted on 6 May, 2019 at 10:00||comments (0)|
Guidance for the month of May 2019:
As the sun streams into my new home office space, I sit down to see what guidance will come for us this month. The beginning of May has come very quickly in my world, busy with numerous life things, it snuck in and I didn’t quite get in tune with it until now. Apologies for the delay in this monthly guidance but hopefully it helps to shed light onto your journey today and in the coming month, connecting you with you and with your life. Reflect on what is important to you, what resonates, and see what perspective shift happens as you open up to your own guidance. Blessings for your May month!
As you sit by the fire of your life, you tell your tales and reflect on your lessons. There has been a lot of this going on over the recent months since the beginning of this year and yes, even before, of course. The reflecting, the learning, the observing, as well as the living. Your stories are what make you who you are as well as what give you the chance to change things for the better for you and for others. They can tell you when things are going well, what has been a challenge, and what is still a challenge for you. How the lines are written, how the images unfold, how the meaning behind it all touches you and connects you to your life, and so you are able to observe in new ways.
Sometimes being in the story, you find it tough to see what is happening, what you want to happen, and how to help bring it about. When you hear the story or see it played out in front of you, you are given the chance to see it from different angles and to hear it with ears that have fresh energy and distance from the living of it. This is why it is often easier to be a listener and to give advice into the lives of others than for yourself. You need to see your stories to see which ones remain as information for better understanding of what brought you here, and which ones you are currently living but that need editing, a character adjustment, a costume change, a new storyline direction, etc. You hold the pen to make those adjustments as you see and feel their need. Remember, if you are not certain what the adjustment needs to be, you can just circle the area and know that something here needs to change but not sure what or how just yet. That already is a huge step, acknowledgement.
Which part of your story is lacking some good foundation? Like the rock versus sand in the picture, sometimes you are building your fire on a good base that will hold it and sustain it and sometimes the base gets easily swayed by wind, water, life experiences, and others. Where is your base needing some foundation improvements? Where is your energy leaking? Where do things infiltrate but do not help? Where do you lose nourishment and direction? Where do you keep building but it keeps falling over or losing strength? These are all indicators, when reflected on and noticed, of where your foundation can be improved to help your next steps be the best they can so they support and enhance you and your life.
Give yourself a chance to also stop, breathe, and appreciate the view & the experience. There are magical moments every day. Some catch your breath, like a starry evening with mystical colours in the sky reflected in the calm water. Others give you joy that broadens your heart and chest. Others still are fleeting moments where you just go Wow! and appreciate the smile, the help, the breeze, the feather, the snack…
What is your story? Whether you feel it is “story worthy” or not, it is your story! There are always parts that would enhance the life of another, something you have learned, something you experienced, an understanding, a creation… Do not belittle your own story for the value of someone else’s. They have their own inner stories, their own pathway, and their own journey. Your story has value, whatever the plot lines are, whatever the adventures have been, and whether you choose to share them with others or not, your story has value. It is yours, it speaks to you and about you, it is interesting and fascinating, and you are allowed to look at your own life and think it amazing!
This month, let the season really shine into your life. See the stories and create new ones. Acknowledge the stories in others and help them see their own value as you see yours. Remember that the fire can be your passion and your inner truth as well as it can be a tool to burn up what is not working (careful, figuratively speaking only! – intentions are powerful things) so you can create new foundations or new levels for the next growth to occur.
With help from the Native Spirit Oracle Cards by Denise Linn, available through HayHouse.com.
|Posted on 17 April, 2019 at 20:25||comments (0)|
Is fear something you dance with, walk with, or cower from?
There are many opinions and different ways to approach fear and live through it, from it, or despite it. Is there one way or the best way to figure it out? Probably like you, I don’t really know!
Recently I have been going through some life changes with my spouse as we prepare to move home. It has been quite a challenge for me bringing up emotions and expectations to release and fears to face and learn from. Fears of not being good enough, fears about not getting things done properly, fears about things not happening the way I feel I need them to in the “right” time frame, just to name a few. Sure, I have stuff to work on and learn from, just like you!
This week, as we are in full Spring mode leading up to a Full moon, Easter, and Passover holidays, the fears and I have been in discussion mode. I guess this is a good way to put it. The fears come up and I am given the opportunity, the choice, to see them, to dance with them, and to decide how I proceed forward.
“What would you do if you were not afraid?” is a question I have heard from numerous sources. It bears paying attention to. As my fears come up, I am given the choice to listen and respect them, or to see through them, dance past them (dance with them even!), to another step, another choice. Some fears are warranted and important, protecting us and keeping us safe, often with instinctual knowing! Others stem from patterns, beliefs, ways of behaving, and ways of looking at things. They can show us a lot about ourselves. They can show us where we are limited, what is important to us, and how to really respect our greatest needs. It is all quite fascinating when we give ourselves a chance to breathe and to notice!
I invite you, over this next phase, to become aware of when you feel fear and to give yourself the opportunity to look more deeply into it. You have choices and your experiencing fear may just be a way for your Self to help you grow, expand, release, learn, and move forward.
I would love to pull a card to help us get more perspective today on this “fear” thing! Let’s see what comes up for us… take a deep breathe, focus…
Ancient Healing Wisdom
Through the eyes of a wise one, we are given the chance to see things differently and to heal. As fear grips you, allow yourself to notice what wants to heal, what wants to be healed, and what is ready to heal for you. The fear is showing you something about yourself that you are not able to see at this moment directly, so it brings it to you in an indirect way. The fear may feel direct but it is just the clothing the issue is putting on so that you will notice.
Imagine that the issue which needs to be released or healed is like an almost see-through vision full of energy but not very visible to the naked eye. You know it is there but it is hard to get a handle on and to figure how to approach it. Now imagine that vision puts on a bright purple outfit with green polka dots and golden sparkles. Much easier to notice now right? In fact it is probably hard to ignore! From there you can more easily choose what to do next. You might not have all the answers but you are way more aware that something is going on which needs your attention. Fear is the outfit, the issue is the vision underneath. When it comes to a healing and learning experience, both are there to help you if you let them. Ignore them and you may find that the outfit starts getting its own light and music show to catch your attention and to try to get you to work on things (that’s the fear getting more intense or in-your-face more often)!
Sometime you are working on issues from your own life and sometimes those items are being combined with things from your ancestral line. Either way and no matter your beliefs, you will feel better and be more able to approach your life with energy and truth, the more you take care of your healing when you are given the chance to. Remember not to judge yourself. It would be like you turning your back on the fear, it may feel good in the moment, but it ends up not really solving anything. Stand firm and just feel the fear and what else it is bringing to you if you do not understand it immediately. The vision and energy underneath which is helping your life will show itself when you approach with patience, tolerance, and acceptance of your own journey and your own wisdom.
May your fears bring you to dance with your truth for healing and wisdom.
You may notice that the more you are in tune with what you fears are telling you, the more synchronicities and flow seems to happen for you. I certainly have this week!
Blessings and much love,
With help from the Earth Magic Oracle Cards by Steven Farmer, available through EarthMagic.net and HayHouse.com.
|Posted on 4 April, 2019 at 0:20||comments (0)|
Guidance reading for the month of April 2019
Listening with Your Heart
“I trust the messages I receive from my heart.”
Receiving this card today, in the first week of April, confirms messages I have received and discussions I have had recently. The brain and the heart work differently. I do not believe that one has to be thought of as being more important than the other but that they serve different roles and have different jobs if you like.
To want to stop working with the brain would be the same as shutting down a main controller of our body system; it would not be in our best interest as a human being. To ignore the heart, its guidance and wisdom, would be like having no sense of values or principles to guide us, no sense of anything bigger than ourselves or how we contribute with our own life and to the lives of others. The heart is a huge connector to the here and now from a soul level but also allowing us to see and experience life in ways that the brain may not be able to process or understand initially. Having the two working together is the most beneficial and expansive way to be, bringing us the most joy and using incredible tools available to us. We have to be patient with the brain though, as it has its own way of doing things to help us survive and to see the present moment in very linear ways. With the heart’s help and our own understanding the brain can become a valued ally and incredible partner in our journey.
How do you listen to your heart? This may either sound like a very easy thing to do or a crazy thing to do, depending on your experience and point of view. It is as if you have a unique guidance system combined with a massive encyclopedia right inside you that also extends out through you. When you listen to it, you feel good. Bottom line, you feel good. It is supportive, kind, and aware. It helps you to feel and see what you might otherwise fight against or forget to notice. The more you play with it, working together and exploring together, the more its energy expands and the easier the connection becomes. The connection is already there, you are not creating it. You are coming into alignment with it so that the messages and guidance come into your life in ways you can notice, recognize, work with, and enjoy.
Think of something or someone you love. How do you know you love it/them? What are the sensations in your body? What are your thoughts? What are concepts you understand about it/them and your relationship with it/them? What happens as you work with that love? Does it expand? Does it grow and bring you to new and more expansive things? Does it feel good?
Within love there are human factors too and we understand that. Each person brings their own journey into the fold. They have their own story that might affect their views and others. Each thing may come with ownership, location rights, or have a finite timeframe on the earth in a physical sense. These are concepts that humans perceive as ways to create their lives and to understand it all and what is important to them. This progresses as humans progress. However all these bits are not the same as the love from the heart… the love is there regardless of the story or the expectation, who owns what, how long something will last, etc. The love is there.
This is the same with other messages of guidance from the heart. They are there regardless of the stories, judgements, expectations, or brain survival thoughts you might have. They feel like love. They feel kind and supportive. They will be gentle until it is imperative for the human to hear and learn, then they get more intense, still kind but intense, willing the human to listen and attend to.
No matter where you believe the heart messages come from, whether it is your highest good, your soul, the heart itself, the divine, or helpers in spirit, they come to you to enhance your experience and your journey. The “from where” or “how” only matters if it is important to you. Otherwise the message and the guidance are what are of the greatest importance. There will most likely be some consistency to them and good sensations. They can be confirmed and double checked if need be. Any important message will not be fleeting or at risk of being missed, it will come in different forms as need be, radiating out from the heart into energy to be communicated in ways you understand. Be patient with yourself if this is new language for you, you are doing very well.
Your heart opens up with the broadest and most powerful love. It knows your journey and it knows your truth from the depths up and from history forward. It knows when you feel like yourself and when you are living that way. It understands when life is just life and you are doing your best. Then there will be supportive messages and caring essences to hear and feel. If you will let yourself open up with it and to it, you will feel good. That goodness then radiates through your life, helping you and helping others, connecting you with others even when you may not really be conscious of it. That is a beautiful thing. Spiritual energy meeting and living with human earth experience.
Like being with a child, waiting for them to feel open and comfortable to share what is going on with them, the real stuff, inside, you need to give yourself opportunities to Listen. It is a practice you will get better at the more it is done. You and your heart will attune to each other more and more as the practice is done. Whispers, feelings, knowing, understanding, and deep soulful breath are some of the ways you will hear. Enjoy the exploration as you would enjoy a good new book or a good new television program. This is your script, your set, your actors, your storyline, as real as you make it with as many edits and adjustments as you need.
I am open to my heart guidance.
I feel love in each moment of my day.
I am connected and inspired.
with Full heart blessings,
reading with and through Sheila Bicknell, BlueWater Oracle
With help from the Gateway Oracle Cards by Denise Linn, available through HayHouse.com.
|Posted on 6 March, 2019 at 15:30||comments (0)|
And I will speak
where my heart flows
into the journey of the night.
The dark grows around me.
It is something that soothes
when it is needed,
heals when it must,
and creates order where there is chaos.
The more I hold the shadow
in my hands
the more I am in touch
with all that I am.
It scares me to be so raw;
to be so open that I can see
into the power that is deep inside.
To feel into that which
does not want to be touched,
that which holds itself tight,
is to illuminate me
within my own dark moments.
They are all a part of me
and of this wild ride.
Within the shifts and turns,
within the waves and washes,
the dark is opened to the light.
All that hurts is nurtured to heal,
all that resists is released,
and all that constricts is blasted open.
One item at a time,
one fibre and one crescent moon
until I am full
to hold myself
and to see the dark in new ways.
Ways that are bright and expansive.
I balance this shadow and light
with quiet and with words.
They each know the play.
A script that was written
before I could read
and is now being read
without me always being conscious
of its direction and wisdom.
But I am learning.
Deep, deep within,
my own wisdom flourishes.
Who says life does not thrive in the dark?
It is just another way
with another language
and different points to touch.
In this dark I am asked to trust,
to know who I am
and to know that I am created
in this glorious balance,
so that I may see where the balance
is so desperately needed in others
and for others.
I whisper from my dark space
so they hear, so they see a spark of light.
Something so fantastic
to catch their breath and bring them pause,
to readjust and align,
to feel the love and the light
even within their own shadow.
As tears bring the water of oceans
into our earthly life
they wash away what is done
and invite in the fresh and new.
As reflections are cast in a pool of water
so are they seen in the dark.
As the light starts its way in
I reflect on what is needed,
on what is ready to be felt and learned.
I reflect on who I am, really,
on what is actually of great importance,
and what is just part of the story
being told at the same time
as I live.
Hello deep darkness.
You who brings me voice
when I think I have none.
You who lets me see inside
when I feel I am blinded
by daily life and uncertainty.
You who provides and allows
a most valued connection
and with all there is.
In the dark I touch my heart
and it radiates beautifully
to reach all that I may have forgotten,
so I feel and know my truth,
and heal all the nets
that caught me along the way.
In this journey of the night
I am reborn,
fragile and new
but also strong and determined.
Creator of many experiences
and one who lives
a full, true,
vast, and expansive life.
From dark into light.
From chaos into calm.
From alone into connected,
I am one,
Walking with shadow,
embracing all that I am,
I am waking to a new day
from a most valuable night.
By Sheila Bicknell
March 6, 2019
|Posted on 4 March, 2019 at 10:15||comments (0)|
March guidance for the month!
This is a start of Spring month for the northern hemisphere. The sun starts getting warmer, snow and ice start melting, and nature starts to stretch before the full waking. At the beginning of this month, it is still a good time to reflect on your life (well, it is actually always good to reflect! Ha!). See where your life is aligning with your visions, dreams, and goals, where it has taken interesting journeys, and where you would like to create and design differently. Patience is important but so are steps forward, even if very small. Momentum at this time of year gathers energy and gets ready to burst forward in bloom. What are you getting ready to sprout or bloom? What are you already cultivating and taking care of? What are you in the midst of glorious “running with it and expanding” momentum? Reflect on these as you experience today and look ahead to the March month.
Spirit of Fire
Welcome in the warmth and the brightness of the sun and of fire energy. It may feel like it has been a while since you felt warm to your core, the type of warmth that comes up through you, from your soul and out into your life. This is the time to let your warmth expand. Allow it to come to you from the outside in as it also grows from the inside out. Fill your life with things that make you feel good: People who build you up, Entertainment and reading that make you laugh with joy and feel this wondrous life, Knowledge that inspires you and makes you go “wow!”, and action steps that bring you that “yes!” feeling of accomplishment and excitement. Find things that bring you that fiery energy of passion, love, and honouring your truth while you honour the truth of others.
With this sun and fire, comes the balance of wood and water. When the fire is very strong, even if it is the most beautiful thing you create, it needs nurturing and it needs fuel. Through the ground, the earth, the water, the emotions, and the care of self, comes this balance. It is needed and required. You are human after all! Be grateful for what fuels you, physically, emotionally, spiritually, and mentally. Be grateful for the body that carries you and explores with you. Be grateful for the feelings that speak to you, help you heal, and allow you to experience life in deep ways. And be grateful for water, a vital part of life in a multitude of ways.
When you feel the deep whispers of your highest-self chatting to you, bringing up that fiery essence of you… When you notice coincidences or synchronicities, signs, and messages… When you feel confirmations through emotion, signs, and inspirations… know that it is wind connecting the other elements to you and to this warming phase.
Then with the fire and warmth, the sun and the balance… we walk into…
Desert – Vision Quest
Quite a powerful month ahead with these two cards!
This one is reinforcing the need and suggestion for balance as indicated above. While some love and have been designed for the desert climate, many prefer to live in areas with greater water influence. For you here, it is in part to see what is being created. Are you living in the desert (in terms of your goals and dreams not happening as you might like) or are you living IN those goals and dreams, creating them and with them? Are you expanding on goals, dreams, and experiences that are already happening to feel even brighter and remembering to enjoy what you have brought about?
Give yourself the patience and understanding to create. When you look at only the things you wish to have, to own, and to bring into your life, you miss the water part – the feeling! What do you want the vision of your life to feel like? Vision quests are not only what is seen but what is felt during the experience! How do you want your life to feel? When you have the things you want, what are you feeling? When you experience what you want, what does it feel like? Sometimes touching on the emotions seems glorious and brings you expansion and connection. Other times it is a way to heal what is ready and needed to heal, or to release what no longer serves you. Those may be the emotions and parts that protect themselves and are not as easy to immediately get to. However, if you allow yourself to go there, even in little phases, little moments, small increments, you will find that you feel so much better, so much lighter having felt what needed to be felt, healing & releasing, and then feeling what is more amazing afterwards. Seek support to help you in this if it feels too much to allow alone. Community and connection are all a part of this walk and are honoured.
Raise your vision up, even just for a few moments a day. Allow it to play in the “what if” possibilities! Have fun with it, be inspired, let the sunlight and the fire show you incredible possibilities, and feel how great it would or will be!
and Spirit Connection
With help from the Native Spirit Oracle Cards by Denise Linn, available through HayHouse.com and the Earth Magic Oracle Cards by Steven Farmer, available through EarthMagic.net and HayHouse.com.
|Posted on 4 February, 2019 at 11:55||comments (1)|
Welcome to the New Moon in February! With this new month, we now gain an opportunity to really look inside and see what we are living and creating each and every day. This does not always sound like a fun process! But the more we work with it, the better we understand ourselves, the choices we make, and see our way forward.
February is our second calendar month. The big start of January starts to calm for many. The intense mission of planning and visioning for our year may slip aside into routine or it may become part of the routine of creation and goal setting. For those in our region in the north, although the days are technically getting longer and the sun stronger, February is often considered a “grey” month. So here, in this possibly perceived as “grey” month, now with the New Moon, we may really feel in the dark!
Take this opportunity to sit with yourself, breathe. Look at the bright moments of sunlight, the fresh snow, the crystal ice formations, and the lovely stillness that is present. Then pull out those visions, goals, and dreams. If they feel a little dusty or daily life hasn’t quite measured up yet, I suggest giving them a nice shake! Dust them off, add in some new fresh and sparkly intentions and actions, see what is great around you and within you, and go for what your life wants to bring to you! Remember that this dark is really an illusion… The sun is there just as strong, it is us who has moved. The moon is there just as full but for the light, it has moved, and we have moved! Great reminders that things are always changing and that the dark is an opportunity to see what wants to come up for us and through us in this moment.
The Native Spirit Oracle Cards by Denise Linn, are the deck which wants to guide us further through this month. As always when I read with my cards, I listen to which deck feels it could bring us the best guidance in this moment. Here we go… take a beautiful big breath, relax your shoulders, receive and reflect…
As if to show us that all which was written here before this card reading, is indeed true, we pull the Spirit Keeper of the North oracle card. It shows us a wonderful wintery night scene. Fresh snow on the trees, bushes, and the ground. Deep purple-blue enters our senses as the full moon sheds is wise light on the land and beings below. The snow comes from the sky and the stars stay there reflecting and shimmering.
Whatever challenges you may be facing right now, notice how much power you are giving them and giving over to them. Like during the winter there are facts to be aware of: the cold can affect you, you need more efficient shelter and food, you need different footwear to make it through and to move about, you need different clothing and tools for the change in weather and its results, and you need to create light more often because the natural light is less in the winter phase. Other than these things, and a few others you may come up with, winter is winter. It is what it is. Pushing against it, resisting, or wishing to change it will often lead you into misery and frustration.
How does this winter analogy relate to any challenges or problems you are facing right now? What are the facts about each of them? Get clear, really clear. Confusion breeds more confusion and you suffer in the process. Notice where the facts start to get mingled with the story you are living or creating. Readjust. Clear it up. What are the facts?
The problems are the problems. The challenges are the challenges. What is a problem for one might be a blessing for another. What is a challenge for one might be an opportunity for another. Perception plays a part. This is not so you compare your situation to another’s. This is not so you judge yourself. This IS so you notice where the perceptions are versus the facts, to allow you to welcome in clarity.
From the facts, you have a great base to shift, change, learn, grow, request and receive help. Going back into our winter darkness, it would be like asking to not have winter. Well, even if that was in your control, it would come with huge intense repercussions for all of nature and the world! Maybe you do not want that kind of responsibility! Perhaps adapting and choosing is a better option. So… what about noticing that a problem is your boots do not keep your feet warm when you are out and about in the cold. Fact. Cold feet, not so much fun. Options: set goals and intentions to allow change and solutions – and let these things flow when you get the inspiration and the ideas! The wool socks that have been in the drawer for years. Better boots you see posted somewhere second hand. Find the ease and time to purchase newer warmer boots. And then something else pops up… going somewhere warm when it is cold here… hmmm that rings nicely to you. Start the goal, the dream, the action steps as possible. If it doesn’t seem possible just yet, then hold the dream and the possibility that you don’t have all the “how” and “when” details but you will! See?
From facts to possible actions to greater dreams. Inspiration and intuition at work. From the dark comes the possibility of light and then comes the light! The idea of boots may seem like a mini challenge compared to many. Okay, sure, that is understood. But if your feet are freezing as you walk, getting colder and colder, starting to hurt with the degree of cold, that challenge is pretty big in the moment. Perspective.
See how this may be applied to other challenges and problems you think you are experiencing. It is okay if you are in the dark, all of nature spends time there. They shift and change as do the seasons and the needs and so can you. Be kind to yourself and patient with yourself as you may be in a “winter” phase. Know that spring is just around the corner for you and for nature.
Wishing you clarity to see your facts and to receive inspiration that brings you solutions, joy, and light!
With help from the Native Spirit Oracle Cards by Denise Linn, published by and available through HayHouse.com.